Sometimes it is not easy to recover from hitting the floor.
I had a lot of luck in my life and even if the difficult moments I experienced lately are just first world problems they taught me some lessons.
Infected hair roots in my neck had terrorized me for almost 2 years and time passed by.
I lost the joy of life and desperately tried to embrace my optimistic nature but I had lost perspective while becoming a grumbler.
The process I went through during this winter was a cleaning experience, first I crushed my ankle on top of all, then there was a time when both my computers broke down but step by step I started to see a silver line on the horizon.
Unfortunately, I had to rely on the help of my parents once again but this also came along with profound talks especially with my mother and I feel lucky to still have them in my life.
When I started the SFM education it was very difficult for them to understand the new world of thinking I moved in but they are very open-minded and poofed trust in my decision making.
Witnessing my process of personal growth but also the increasing amount of news about the changes from the old economy into the digital economy grew confidence in the path I am on.
I am very glad my parents always tried to understand the changes in our economy even at their age of 73+. By now they own their online store veli-handpuppen.com and even maintain the products and blog.
There is no limitation in age to this transition into the digital economy and I encourage everyone to share your way with your parents, even if they lack understanding.
Experiencing al kinds of feelings of anxiety, anger, sorrow, and hopelessness while causing perplexity and worry to the few friends and my family made me think a lot.
Looking back, I experienced a quite profound time like a deep meditation while I was listening to all these new voices in the online space.
It opened my mind for topics of personal growth while I had been focused on business first of all in the past.
Many of us are experiencing the first world problems I outlined but in our society and working environment, there is no space for weakness.
According to my mission, vision, and values, I want to share my knowledge and provide my point of view in addition to the information gained from the SFM / DEA education to help as many individuals as possible to transition into the new digital world.
Learning from the past I will first of all focus on my wellbeing and secure my financial independence as the highest priority to avoid another disaster like the one I am getting out of by now.
I am still very committed to cultural and social projects and keep up my engagement for the association perspektiveninkuba.ch. It was always my intention to empower those who are willing to do good in the world, who lack the finances and business perspectives.
There are lots of problems to solve on our planet. Our nature was abused for a long time.
I have no idea about the future but I am looking forward to an interesting time!